DXXXRK Diary

In honour of my previous blog. We share something old, something new, and something DXXXRK.

  • London recap, August 2026 – Obedience at One Night

    Photo above: BTS at One Night, August 2026 Oh goodness. I got back in Ireland two weeks ago, and I’m only checking in now. Those who follow me on social media will know I fell apart the second I got back, and I’m still recovering. My body goes through withdrawals whenever I return. I miss…

  • How a tree grows

    How a tree grows

    My favourite anime is about a girl who loves another girl so deeply, she splits the one she loves apart. She splits the part of her that is a God, with the part of her who isn’t. She keeps the part who isn’t – her life and existence before she became a God. I’ve always…

  • Three months later: Opening my books for Submission

    When I first started as Zex, submission was what I was known for. Always spreading myself (thin) for the audience. It was a role that was decided for me, rather than a choice I was given, and thus, gave me mixed feelings towards the idea of submitting to others. It’s not true submission if it’s…

  • Travel update: London, UK, 5th August 2026

    Good morning, I’ve been asked by many to reach out on my return to London. The time has come! I’ll be in London, UK from Wednesday 5th August, and will be there for roughly two weeks (or longer if there’s something pleasing to keep me around). Please don’t leave your application till last minute. That always…

  • Asexuality and Sex Work

    Asexual: Asexual people — also known as “Ace” or “Aces” — may experience little or no sexual attraction and/or experience sexual attraction in a non-normative way. Demisexual (on the asexuality spectrum): People who only experience sexual attraction once they form a strong emotional connection with another person. Reference: The Trevor Project In case you didn’t…

  • Why are humans being trained to accept AI? From the perspective of a Dominatrix

    It’s easy to get others to fulfil tasks when you force them into submission, but there’s no art in that. Any good Dominatrix/negotiator will tell you that genuine empathy and active consent is the only way to achieve healthy and mutual goals in the long run. Berating people is rich man’s approach, and not exactly…